IM Conversation to No One
Banjoker Films: Hey
Banjoker Films: I didn't completely break my phone
Banjoker Films: It works, just not the LCD
Banjoker Films: And I don't know if it rings ... I don't think anyone's called me yet
Banjoker Films: But I can make outgoing calls at least
Banjoker Films: I talked to my dad and had a breakdown.
Banjoker Films: I don't know if it was a breakdown or a panic attack.
Banjoker Films: The one where you hyperventilate and your arms get tingly and you cry and yell. Whichever one that one is.
Banjoker Films: I feel better now, but my dad pulled a Richardson and just didn't deal with it. He told me we were gonna hang up and I was gonna calm down.
Banjoker Films: He told me mom didn't deserve to be yelled at, but I wasn't yelling at her
Banjoker Films: She yelled at me.
Banjoker Films: I threw my phone against the wall.
Banjoker Films: It's the first time I've lost my temper in well over a year.
Banjoker Films: But that wasn't fair because I've been using the last $10 I have on my two debit cards to purchase drinks and snacks for my meals for the last two weeks.
Banjoker Films: I have a job interview tonight, but I'm not gonna get money anywhere near fast enough.
Banjoker Films: I feel like shit.
Banjoker Films: You're not even here right now.
Banjoker Films: You might not even get all these messages.
Banjoker Films: This is sort of how I feel all the time ... like I'm talking to people, but they aren't "there."
Banjoker Films: Is this how life weeds out the people who deserve things? Is this being a starving artist?
Banjoker Films: I what, eat pancakes as my meal for the day because it is the only thing in the cupboards that requires only water to make?
Banjoker Films: I don't tell my parents this because I don't want them to feel bad
Banjoker Films: And I'm fine with it
Banjoker Films: Pancakes are great
Banjoker Films: But I don't want to be yelled at
Banjoker Films: I was yelled at by a summer housing agent today because I didn't understand that the bills for housing go to a different place than the bursar's office
Banjoker Films: I was yelled at by my mom because I tried to fix things by cancelling out my $2,500 of additional unsubsidized stafford loans to have them factored into the PLUS loan my father was pre-approved for ... so that I could cover the summer cost
Banjoker Films: My dad told me to step up my job hunt today
Banjoker Films: I have an interview in three hours
Banjoker Films: JJ didn't tell me he was coming back on Wednesday until two nights ago
Banjoker Films: I thought he was coming back on Tuesday ... we have less than 24 hours to pack everything up so we can move it.
Banjoker Films: I didn't completely break my phone
Banjoker Films: It works, just not the LCD
Banjoker Films: And I don't know if it rings ... I don't think anyone's called me yet
Banjoker Films: But I can make outgoing calls at least
Banjoker Films: I talked to my dad and had a breakdown.
Banjoker Films: I don't know if it was a breakdown or a panic attack.
Banjoker Films: The one where you hyperventilate and your arms get tingly and you cry and yell. Whichever one that one is.
Banjoker Films: I feel better now, but my dad pulled a Richardson and just didn't deal with it. He told me we were gonna hang up and I was gonna calm down.
Banjoker Films: He told me mom didn't deserve to be yelled at, but I wasn't yelling at her
Banjoker Films: She yelled at me.
Banjoker Films: I threw my phone against the wall.
Banjoker Films: It's the first time I've lost my temper in well over a year.
Banjoker Films: But that wasn't fair because I've been using the last $10 I have on my two debit cards to purchase drinks and snacks for my meals for the last two weeks.
Banjoker Films: I have a job interview tonight, but I'm not gonna get money anywhere near fast enough.
Banjoker Films: I feel like shit.
Banjoker Films: You're not even here right now.
Banjoker Films: You might not even get all these messages.
Banjoker Films: This is sort of how I feel all the time ... like I'm talking to people, but they aren't "there."
Banjoker Films: Is this how life weeds out the people who deserve things? Is this being a starving artist?
Banjoker Films: I what, eat pancakes as my meal for the day because it is the only thing in the cupboards that requires only water to make?
Banjoker Films: I don't tell my parents this because I don't want them to feel bad
Banjoker Films: And I'm fine with it
Banjoker Films: Pancakes are great
Banjoker Films: But I don't want to be yelled at
Banjoker Films: I was yelled at by a summer housing agent today because I didn't understand that the bills for housing go to a different place than the bursar's office
Banjoker Films: I was yelled at by my mom because I tried to fix things by cancelling out my $2,500 of additional unsubsidized stafford loans to have them factored into the PLUS loan my father was pre-approved for ... so that I could cover the summer cost
Banjoker Films: My dad told me to step up my job hunt today
Banjoker Films: I have an interview in three hours
Banjoker Films: JJ didn't tell me he was coming back on Wednesday until two nights ago
Banjoker Films: I thought he was coming back on Tuesday ... we have less than 24 hours to pack everything up so we can move it.
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