Ill-fated Projects and Anger

As the previous weeks have shown, there is not a single goddamned person I can count on to help me out with this fucking project. The only person who has not fought me on any of my decisions has been Mrs. Yvongg - she said, "Yes you can use my restaurant," and there were no questions about it. I thank her for that.

Every person I've asked to help me out otherwise has said, "Sure," then done nothing. So I'm going to simply scrap this project. Willpower alone does not achieve anything. I am apparently unconvincing when it comes to asking for a little loyalty from people. I have agree to help out five other people and received nothing in return. So my project gets to be the martyr - my project doesn't live.

Fuck budgets, fuck schedules, fuck everyone who says "Yes" and then comes back two days later and says "No." Fuck film. Fuck money. Fuck it all.