An Update Out of Sheer Boredom
So, I'm progressing with my project and will be casting soon and bringing aboard more principle crew. There's not much to report, so I haven't written anything of any great value as of late. However, I thought it would be good to point out that, at the moment, a friend of mine who is studying abroad in Italy is designing a site to house all of my film-related content on my website. As soon as I have something to show you, I'll point you in that direction.
On a personal note, the weather is really fucking with me ... my nose has begun to get stuffy after nice days, and my mood sinks considerably when it gets cloudy after several days of nice weather. For as much as the medication helps control the range of the mood shift, it can only do so much. Considering how I deal with my bouts of depression (self-pitying nostalgia), I'd say I'm really not a depressive who requires a great deal of observation.
What I do need is a car ... I absolutely need to be able to leave here on a whim and go driving.
If there's any one thing that's hurting me at the moment, it's the feeling that I'm caged up - not in this apartment, but in this area. I'm tired of having only so many places to go. I long to drive for hours on end, exploring other areas of this state that currently serves as my residence. A car would make life considerably better for me. And if not better, at the least, it would make life easier.
Currently, between my hours of script breakdowns, equipment rental research and location scouting, I've been playing through GTA III and watching Star Trek: The Next Generation. While perhaps not the high life, it's most certainly keeping me from smashing my head into a wall in an attempt to alleviate the stress of what I'm trying to do (if you hit it just hard enough, you'll knock yourself out and awaken with only a light headache - note: this may or may not lead to some type of permanent damage).
On a personal note, the weather is really fucking with me ... my nose has begun to get stuffy after nice days, and my mood sinks considerably when it gets cloudy after several days of nice weather. For as much as the medication helps control the range of the mood shift, it can only do so much. Considering how I deal with my bouts of depression (self-pitying nostalgia), I'd say I'm really not a depressive who requires a great deal of observation.
What I do need is a car ... I absolutely need to be able to leave here on a whim and go driving.
If there's any one thing that's hurting me at the moment, it's the feeling that I'm caged up - not in this apartment, but in this area. I'm tired of having only so many places to go. I long to drive for hours on end, exploring other areas of this state that currently serves as my residence. A car would make life considerably better for me. And if not better, at the least, it would make life easier.
Currently, between my hours of script breakdowns, equipment rental research and location scouting, I've been playing through GTA III and watching Star Trek: The Next Generation. While perhaps not the high life, it's most certainly keeping me from smashing my head into a wall in an attempt to alleviate the stress of what I'm trying to do (if you hit it just hard enough, you'll knock yourself out and awaken with only a light headache - note: this may or may not lead to some type of permanent damage).
posted by Dave at 1:30:00 AM
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