I Get It Now

If anyone were to wonder what I have gone through in the past two days, I can point them simply to the only possible means of explaining this transformation: the last scene in Scrooged. Bill Murray managed to tap into this feeling - this thing - that is unbelievable. Because, when you finally feel it, you do cry. And it is like that feeling that Ricky describes in American Beauty; "Sometimes there's so much beauty in the world I feel like I can't take it, like my heart's going to cave in." That's what I have been feeling.

It is amazing. I feel infinite.