Is It Time?

I have been wondering lately where I want to be and what I want to do. Now that I'm untethered from life in New York, I have the opportunity to do the things I've wanted to do all my life.

I think it might be time for me to move to California.

It's a scary thought, leaving behind everything I know for someplace completely different, but I think it may be what I need to do. I will need to pit stop in MD for a little while to bank up some money. It would actually be more convenient that way. I could pay down my immediate debts and, since I'd be living next to an airport, I would be able to easily fly out if I had to interview for a position in California.

I'm not sure. New York has felt like home to me for the past four years. I haven't really missed living in Maryland at all since moving here. But New York is, for me, a place to share with someone you love - friends or a significant other. I get no joy in being alone here. And that's how I feel. This is an amazing city, but right now, for me, it's nothing but a labyrinth of buildings that hides the sun and makes everyone look smaller.